what up what up
yo yo yo, feeling kinda good right now. im currently at rachys house and i had a pretty good day! (which for me is rare). school was pretty good, minus the fact that i had a test and 2 quizzes (which i think i did crappy on all of them). oh my god, my grades have sucked so bad this year it's not even funny. i got straight A's last year and now im getting c's and b's. I HATE IT!!!! anyway. it snowed today!!! that was awesome. and mountain creek is opening this weekend and hopefully i can get some snowboarding in. that would rock my socks. i went sledding today and walking down the street with em while trailing our sleds behind us we felt like giddy little children. afterwards we went to rachels house and had a good night hanging out. this is gonna sound really whatever, but its like the first fun night ive had sober in a while. there's something to be said about that, but im not really sure what. i was looking at two of my friends being together tonight, and i realized that i really want someone in my life to cuddle with. it made me so jealous of that. rachel is currently on the phone with her boyfriend and im jealous of her too!! oh well, i have my eye on someone (wink wink)i just have to make it happen. emily says that there is only room for one bitchy girl in our group that speaks her mind and that's me. i hope it's not a bad thing, i dont think it is. emily says she doesnt think that it is, but that i can sometimes fail to see other peoples sides, and then i realized im turning into my mother, which DEFINATLY is not a good thing.
10 minutes later...
me and em are having an extremely deep convo. its nice because we dont have that many deep convos :)
im realizing how lucky i am to have 4 best friends who love me not despite of my flaws, but because of them. it makes me feel happy. omg, rachel has been on the fone with harry for like 5 hours!! when will this cat get off the phone? NEVER! lol
so if anyone taped the oc this week you have to give me the tape because i missed it!
i feel badly because emily hates cgi and i dont no what to do about it. shes completly miserable and i cant help her!! it sucks. its completly unfair because if she wants to switch out she'd have to take extra classes.
i g2g, me and em are gonna play catch like on friends.
Current Mood: 
loved ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=88.8){kind=small}
fakeywakey's journal
okay
pissed off